您好吗？

沙发上
总看到您看电视看到睡着的脸
轻轻的打呼声
就算我们在旁说得天花乱坠
您依旧睡得香甜

厨房里的橱子旁
总看到您拿着古典的老镜子
梳妆打扮
还抹上润发膏呢
您对自己的形象可重视了
这里你也吃了种种药
常常要我们帮你看看药名
深怕自己吃错药
您对自己的健康更是照顾得细致入微

屋外陶瓷栏杆的座位上
总看到您在那儿吹吹凉风
时而摇摇脚
时而看着那碧蓝的天空
时而与我们说说话、谈谈心
您每天看着那善变的天气
像天气预测家一样报着天气
怕我们的衣服随时会被哪一滴雨淋湿了

家里的书房
总看到您每天撕下一页日历
对于我们说过的事您清楚记得
今天谁回来了
明天谁要去剪头发
后天谁要去看医生
您最记得
每天提醒我们可别忘了这些事

睡房里的老式缝纫机
总看到您在那儿踩着踏板
顺势地带动手右侧的转轮
缝纫机就那么“笃笃笃笃”地运作起来
一件又一件的合成被单
就在您手中出现了
您说
趁现在还能做
就做给你们一人一件
您这句话是感动到我心坑底去了

今天
在每个角落里
看到的都是您的身影
您所说过的每句话
对于您自己
您总是没什么要求
对于我们
您总是顾这顾那的
一心只想要我们过得好
现在
我们却只能默默地问

婆婆
您在那里过得好吗？

惜缘~

长大了，发现到时间常常不经意地从身旁溜走了~
而一直和时间赛跑的自己，，更常常忘了停下脚步关心一下周围的人事物。。。
就在一两个星期前，
正准备着要上那费尽体力的olahraga还有面对那魔鬼教练时，
洁盈说：“师伯走了。”
顿时傻眼了...
不知已多久，我忘了这世上还有生离死别...
头脑里充满了那师伯的画面，
他长得很壮，不过自从进入慈济这个大家庭，有缘认识他后，
发现他好爱笑啊，还常和我们这些慈青开玩笑~
总是很专业地，告诉我们要站什么角度，手该是怎么样一个姿势，谁有笑谁没笑，
拍出好有慈济那慈祥、亲切风格的合照。
那晚，看到您躺在那里头，
我一直觉得你还会再回来跟我们谈天，逗大家笑。。
可是，看到师姑还有您的孩子时，
我知道您永远不会回来了。。
心脏病就这样把一个这么善良的师伯、这么好的爸爸从大家身边带走了。。。
我突然发现，
与身边每一个人在一起的时间是多么地重要，
这一刻你们可能还在一起笑着，下一刻可能就再也见不到了。。
这就是人生不是吗。。
大家一定要好好照顾自己的身体，饮食、运动都好重要。。
就算不是为了自己，也要为了身边爱着自己的每个人。。
人生短短几十年，和亲友一起的时间并不长，
顾好自己，更要珍惜身边的每个人。。。

师伯，您的一切我不会忘记，祝福您~

So BuSy~~

Days in Jb.

It had been...half a year? since i last posted here....oh...wonder what i have done all these while...am i really that busy??

hmm..nope actually...but spent time on other places dy...( not good ones, time spent at where my money was also spent at the same time)...

degree Sem 2 just happened in a blinking of eye. Having class, activities and busy with assignments, a lot of talent being challenged, and only then i knew there were still a lot of reflection and improvement need to be enhanced. Or, you will just be a nobody.

Holidays. 

Busy but joyous.

Sarawak trip.

Coursemates- Tian, Teuh She Ling, and Siok were here in Sibu! haha, i found myself inproving a lot as a tour guide... at first thought i will have my sis to help, but who knows she went vietnam, and there i have to硬硬来liao~hmm, hope i didnt fail them eh...and thanx a lot to erge who purposely sacrifice his two-day-hols to help me out. And playing kites at Hawaii beach there had really been a great memory for myself, really enjoy seeing kites flying that high!! >< oh ya, thanks anita and her friend, angela for joining us toooo.

We get closer after the trip. i found shiuntian, the "Miss Fountain", (i think i better not tell where the nickname came from, for my own safety) has the potential of being headmaster.haha, i mean it! And Miss Teuh She Ling, you can be a model. Siok, im so sorry for keep calling u "Zhang Siwen", dun angry me ah... You neh, can be both a good mummy and teacher.hahahaha

We bid goodbye at 27th Nov. Hope you guys did enjoy ~Sarawak boleh! haha

Wedding.

Back Sibu with erge. Busy with housework, everyday wash and brush, all just for gor's wedding. First time having so big event at home, all girls no matter old or young, cleaned up the house. Even the fence. Meanwhile i feel like we are so perfect as we did all the boys and girls works. huhuuu~~

Anyway, the wedding went smooth. A lot of relatives even those i had never seen before came. Wah, first time knowing traffic jam can occur in my house too!  But its glad to see everyone having such jolly time here. and there i "earn" one sister-in-law. she is nice wey~~~but she loves cats and dogs. oh noooo.....

Birthday.

22nd we celebrated grandma's birthday. Its so sweet... Cakes, candles, and most important, our Grandma...Just realized she has come to 83 years old. hmm, wish she stay healthy and happy always...Though we cant be by her side everyday, but our heart are always there yeah...

23rd. My birthday. Started with a lot of house chores, never mind, i think i enjoyed that. Few days before, i received sth from Kelantan. Its unexpected. haha, thanks. It meant a lot to me though u were far apart. :)

okay back to topic, haha, evening there came the two girls who had been cheating me all along. Standing in front of my house gate and sang the birthday song so loud,having neighbours as faithful spectators eh,  omg, u two. i will remember u guys whole life ahhh... You guys cheated me every year, huh, nvm, i forgive u guys. Revenge will reach soon. hiakhiak~ and Jiejie, mum and bro, thanks for the hard-disc. Love you guys oooo..

                                                     Thanks guys!! Luv it!

The End.

Every good thing wont last, but they will be kept in memory for a lifetime. i have kept it, and im looking forward for a better tomorrow, and a better 2012! Thanks everyone who has lighten up my dull life, my dear, my family and my friends. I appreciate much muchhhieeee... happy new year everyone. :)